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Punya usaha kecil dari crochet Menyalurkan hobi jadi sumber rezeki Insya Allah bisa ya, walau pelan-pelan…
Jalan-jalan ke Jepang Suka budaya dan ingin pengalaman baru Insya Allah suatu hari tercapai…
Dapat pekerjaan yang lebih sehat secara mental Karena pekerjaan sekarang membuat lelah mental Insya Allah akan menemukan tempat kerja yang lebih tenang baik pekerjaannya dan orang-orangnya
Lebih tenang secara batin Supaya tidak merasa terbebani secara moral dan takut dosa Insya Allah diberi ketenangan hati dalam setiap langkah
Belajar cuek dengan cara sehat Supaya tidak larut dalam overthinking, tapi tetap bertanggung jawab Insya Allah bisa belajar cuek tanpa kehilangan rasa peduli
Keluar dari lingkaran stres Karena setiap hari terasa berat, mudah lelah, dan ingin menghindar Insya Allah suatu hari akan merasa ringan menjalani rutinitas
Berani mengambil keputusan besar Agar tidak terus terjebak dalam kebimbangan Insya Allah diberi keberanian untuk memilih dengan MANTAP
Belajar Bahasa Inggris dengan konsisten Untuk membuka peluang baru, menulis blog bilingual, dan percaya diri berkomunikasi Insya Allah bisa belajar sedikit demi sedikit sampai lancar
Mengurangi procrastination Karena sering menunda tugas dan merasa terbebani Insya Allah bisa lebih disiplin dengan langkah kecil setiap hari
SOLO TRAVELING Ingin pengalaman baru dan belajar mandiri Insya Allah suatu hari diberi kesempatan menjelajah dunia. Mau ke eropa (Swiss, Swedia, Inggris, Belgia, Italia, Turki) atau negara lain pokoknya luar negeri.
Menemukan keseimbangan antara ambisi dan ketenangan Agar tidak terlalu larut dalam pikiran tanpa aksi Insya Allah bisa menjaga hati tetap ringan
Ada rezeki lebih supaya bisa bantu orang sekitar Rasa lega setelah bisa dan sanggup membantu meringankan beban orang lain Insya Allah..

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